all I have in this world is a pistol and a promise. a fist full of dollars, a list full of problems...

what the weezy f baby ? thats all i've been listening to lately.. but Rawr, so this week has not been the business though. eheheek, no but really I had so many plans for this weekend and I didn't do it all because I thought we would be busy, in the end we didn't do ANYTHING ! we stayed home. That was pretty much freakin wack -__-

Saturday it was either a kicket with Kk & Ritz, or Ava's birthday dinner party. I didn't go because we were supposed to go to Tita Elsa's viewing but Tiff's friend, Mel came over unexpectedly ? uhm yeah. gtfo here ! I wasn't tripping that much because I also knew there was another service Sunday so yeah...

Sunday, we woke up, and went to church. There was like nobody there but me, tiff, matthew, jocelyn, and jenn so we ended up going to pho to fellowship? (: that was good though. Came back to the church and stayed with tiff because I guess Mel had to talk to Armando about getting a new car ? or get some tips on buying cars. Me and tiff went to polly anne's to get green tea and strawberry ice cream, then we went to eggettes to eat it together. IT IS AMAZING HOW LONG WE STAYED THERE. of course out of the blue, her friend comes to join us. raawr. then we went back to the church, fell asleep in the youth group room then woke up to go back downstairs and talk with armando. WTF the talk was like ten mins ! HAHA woow really though. we waited like an hour and half. Tiff is so weird sometimes ! but its cool i guess kouz we ended up hanging out after that. But really ugh what annoys me the most is how tiff like thinks its okay to bring her friends along anytime she wants. Like when it was me, her, ate andrea, and ken. Mel comes out of NOWHERE and ends up staying with us the whole time we were there. like wth though. or yesterday when she came over and nobody even knew? rawr no more ish talking..ANYWAYS...

we hung out at the mall for a little bit to look at shoes, then they dropped us off. I watched shoot em up finally ! there is barely any bomba in that movie ! Lol like really, its all shooting and blood ! ahah then tiff comes in my room telling me the service is at 6 ! and it was like already 5:57 ? wow and i asked my mom what was up and shes like idk i'm still cooking. so i'm like woooooow. I was pretty irritated. like at the table i just really didnt give a damn. LOL I think its because of my period. no bueno. my dad was like why arent you eating your onions ? you know thats the key to long life. I was like oh ok. and then hes like you don't care? and I was like no not really. and then AWW my dad was like well I do and smiled. MY DAD LOVES ME<3 hahah aww i love him, even when i'm mad. ahah

so after dinner i went in my room and ended up reading my diary from 05-06 ? What the, i was hella different ? from Ghetto to wanna-be ghetto ? lmfao come see me now ! Ew, I was sucha corndog(; Muahah ! OMG and you know what else I found ? blast from the past, if you know what i'm saying ! LISTEN TO IT ! lmfao lmfao lmfao I'm effing famous ! :D aha justkidding but aw, this brings back goodtimes.. kinda

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CJ AND PAULG LOVE ME ! ahah ! well yeah i'm getting tired. In conclusion, today was alright. even though I went from being hella pissed, to happy, to whatever I am now. I still got to give it up to God for everything ! (:






Howla.