Lately, I haven't been acting the way that I should. Old habits are coming back and I'm just letting it get the best of me. I let my emotions take control and I just go wherever it leads me and thats something I shouldn't be doing. I seem to always stay on the dark side and strive for the brighter, but I notice i never really make an effort. Doesn't make any sense, right ? As much as I want it to be a brighter day, I find myself rather just hoping for the best to come around. "Can all your worries add a single moment to your life? (Luke12:25)" It's not even that I'm dead on sad or emotional or anythinig because I can be happy. I can look around me every day and work my mind open, my heart, to see and appreciate the beauty that is everywhere. "Our hearts ache, but we always have joy...(2Corin6:10)"
I know there's something waiting for me somewhere along the road, but I can't seem to stay patient anymore. I feel like I've given up a little, but I dont want to admit that because that just shows how weak I can be. Trusting God fully means trusting him even when we don't understand why events occur as they do.
I know God has a purpose in every aspect in my life. It's hard walking down a road not knowing whats going to come up next whether its good or bad. "Don't worry about anything; instead pray about everything.. (Philippians4:6)" but I guess thats where having faith comes in..
I know there's something waiting for me somewhere along the road, but I can't seem to stay patient anymore. I feel like I've given up a little, but I dont want to admit that because that just shows how weak I can be. Trusting God fully means trusting him even when we don't understand why events occur as they do.
I know God has a purpose in every aspect in my life. It's hard walking down a road not knowing whats going to come up next whether its good or bad. "Don't worry about anything; instead pray about everything.. (Philippians4:6)" but I guess thats where having faith comes in..
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