what the, "FREE JONATHAN" ?

Wow ! Everything is so sudden ! its so crazy how all this happens when we don't even talk anymore. I kinda have this feeling inside me that's saying I took him for granted. I totally forgot that his court was this month ! Maybe that was why he called me up Friday night ? but still.. he had the weekend to get back at me after i called and texted. RAWR ! I was hella thinking about it in class and I still remember the days that I cared so much about everything ! I was always crying and when that day finally came I wasn't even..... here?
Although, I'm not his girl; I still want to be there for him like I was. EXCEPT THE CUPCAKIN PART. aha but I liked being there for him. hhhh, idk....
damn i need to stop thinking of what I think is true and really just get out there to know the truth.. I asked all his boys what was up with him because I told them that we stopped talking for a while and I thought he was mad at me but they just told me to write him !... I'M KINDA SAD NOW ! hahahah ugh I have to write to the deng guy while hes in jail ! :l
Everyone is getting locked up, one after the other. stupid Benny " It's like when one comes back, they got to take another in ! " but that's really whats going down. First Mikey, now Jonathan.. what the and i heard John is next ? who knows..

FREE JONATHAN !