straight ?

"Damn the Truth does hurt!"

wow, is this something that I should be concerned about? Ugh ! Did I do something to hurt you, because i honestly don't recall myself doing anything wrong. Why is it that you always have an away expressing what you have to say, but you can't even talk to me about it ? I really don't even know why I care so much anyways.. I don't like you the way you think I do. I hope you didn't get misunderstood especially considering the fact that there was never a time where you even asked about my feelings. la la la... oh yeah, btw, thanks for flaking on me; Mhmmm...


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ANYWAYS !

Even though i feel kinda.. pissed ? I'm happy. I think this is actually a decent smile that's on my face(:
Dance is going great, I'm so happy that I'm catching on and I'm actually doing pretty well. Aw, and we're like growing closer ! i love our little bonds after practice ! it's fun ! good times, good times ! OH BTW, our lip sync rally performance is NEXT FRIDAY ! omg, wake up call right ? but I'm doing good. no stress, no stress, no stress...

Schools going pretty well, I'm doing pretty fine in all my classes. OH ! So for biology, I thought having the biggest, quietest, geek in my class was going to be BAD but its not too bad. ugh I'm so stereotypical right :( I need to stop judging. But anyways, we finished our project ! hella quick, it wasn't even that hard. She's hella nice too(:

So, I think.. I...um... have a....uh... crush? .... possibly ?... maybe ?... aha who knows(; Aw, someone who I kinda actually like, right !! but idk kouz i don't want to fess up to anything just yet because they might not even be my real feelings.

airballin13 (10:22:24 PM): yea i guess cuz...
airballin13 (10:24:53 PM): ..special
onelilcrazypnay (10:26:12 PM): kouz what.... ?
onelilcrazypnay (10:26:14 PM): haha im special ? Lol
airballin13 (10:28:36 PM): yup =)

Jalen is cute, he seems like a hella chill guy who I would want to get to know better. Ew, He's jock.. aha, i only said ew because jock sounds like a hella cliche word that people label people in movies.. LOL but jalen's a jerk.. who knew jocks could be jerks too ! aha Well we talk like every night ! Aha I guess we flirt. rawr, idk ! aww. i miss having crushes !

k, I'm getting off soon ! dude sleeping in is NO BUENO ! i need to wake up early now. muahah I'm out(: