Aw today was actually really good. Double dating is pretty cool off top. Honestly, aha I've never been on the whole dinner at night, walk around the city, kind of date. Haha, I usually just go to the movies and whatever restaurant is near but tonight was pretty cool. Benny was kinda spotlight though because he was the only one crackin jokes, and Ritz was the only one who I was really talking to. Idk, Jonathan was kinda quiet but it's all good(:
First they picked me up and they all met my dad because my mom wasn't home yet. Haha It was funny because I could tell Jonathan was kinda scared. LOL oh well Aww and then before we left my dad was like " You guys be safe, make sure you take care of my jewel ! " AWW haha my dad loves me<3 LOL. After that we headed to the Cheesecake Factory. In the parking garage, they locked me and Ritz in the back seat, then they came to both of our doors with a rose LMFAO. it was so funny because the VERY first thing Jonathan said was " Benny told me to do this ! " HAHAHAH omg, really though ? LOL. So after we walked to cheesecake factory and requested our seats, I guess the boys wanted to sit outside on the patio magig. So yeah we sat there and we got some wack table because there was no heater =( Oh well, it was all good though. HAHA i love how we ALL got full off the appetizers, then when our food finally came we didnt even eat it all. Lol oh well. After, we got cheesecake as desserts. BENNY ASKED RITZ TO PROM it was so cute because the waiter put it on the table and around the rim of the plate it said in chocolate " will you go to the prom w/ me ? " HAHA ' the prom ' that was pretty cute.
After Cheesecake, we started walking around the city. Well we only went to like.. Westfield mall for a little then we headed to the car kouz i think the mall was starting to close. We didn't know what to do after. kinda wanted to go watch a movie but me and Ritz had to be home before 10 or something... So they kidnapped us and we ended up going to ocean beach for a little. it was hella cold ! but it was all good. me and Jonathan were talking about school, and like growing up and everything.. then my mom called me up and said i had to be home soon so yeah after that we left....
They dropped me off at home and they met my mom..... Tonight was good. I'm glad my mom got to meet Jonathan too to see who he was and all that shabang...
Straight up... I kinda feel like I'm deprived from other guys because of Jonathan. I mean ugh. I'm not even with the guy; even when I was, it didn't feel like we were together. I love him but I'm not in love with him the way he is for me. I especially don't want to be on lock down either just because of him. Ugh idk.. Maybe I don't do ish bout it kouz I don't want to hurt him? Who knows. RAWR maybe that's why I'm just waiting until he graduates to finally carry on because that's the only time i don't completely see him i guess. I just want to be friends, but I don't know if that's what he wants to be. Maybe if he talked more things would be easier...
RAWR I'm getting tired. I have a headache. Tonight was good though. I'm glad my parents trust me and I got to tell them the wholeeeeeeee truth (: well I'm out now. Goodnight.
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