you're exactly my brand of heroine.

dude, what the; why am i such a hopeless love ? like I rely on thinking that "someone" is holding my happiness ransom until i find that person, but wth i know my true happiness isn't in finding my one true love. I know God truly makes me happy, but sometimes I don't really know how to feel because I don't feel it as much as i believe it. yaknow ?

Maybe I'm just a little bummed out because I can be honest to say I started to crush on someone but then it didn't turn out like I intended it to be ?

Anyways, I ran into an old relationship from the past. I was pretty amazed to see him since I hadn't since we were officially "talking". Our communication sucked pretty bad since most of the time our relationship was over the phone -_- but despite the fact that I rarely saw him, I had quite a few feelings for him than I did for anyone else.. well, I think. I don't want to have a whole blog about him so getting to my main point.. it was AWKWARD when I saw him.. a silent side hug was all we gave. Me, the one who always makes the first move, tried to start a conversation, but too bad it was only a one way street because he totally ignored me and walked away.
Okay, I'll admit I missed him, but just because he was the only one who I felt proud of talking to since he was the type I wanted in a guy -- eheheheek ! I don't want to speak of this anymore, I'm finished.



goodnight