blessed

Today is Christmas EVE ! yaaay ! I feel excited, but not really. I dont entirely feel the Christmas spirit that I felt when I was younger. I frickin' miss that feeling though ! Opening ONE gift on Christmas Eve, Reciting a Bible verse just to get money from Grandma, All the Cousins singing Christmas songs. Urggh ! It's too bad that we've all grown older and we rarely do those traditions anymore; but I'm glad that this year on my de la Pena side we're going to be doing questionaires with all the girl cousins so we can grow closer and i guess ahha let out what we have to say I guess or tell each other how we feel about some people. LOL ! idk, i hope its nothing bad though. OH ! and we're doing Gingerbread houses again. I'm happy because this is my familiy's first time doing it. Booooo !! We didnt do it the first time because we went to RENO for the Holidays. who SKIPS Christmas and goes to Reno ? I know I was being pretty bitchy and what not but it was just because I was so used to having my WHOLE family with me on christmas and being loud instead of watching tv in a hotel room. Hhaha. This year is coming to an end pretty soon. Man, it went by SO FAST ! i was just looking at 2007 New Years Photos and I was like MANN ! that didn't even feel like that was last year. haha I can say this year has been good to me. God has blessed me with everything I need. I've grown closer to God, I've grown closer to my parents, and School's going GREAT ! I 'm glad I persued most of my new years resolutions. haha the only thing that was left out was " being a better violin player" luckily, I quit ! :D oh and the whole boy part. Ehh ! its whatever.. I need to be patient though, I know that God knows my life and has a perfect timing for EVERYTHING. well It's already like 630 and I still need to take a shower and get ready ! haha I'm sure i have enough time though because my mom is still cooking. Well HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE !(: