scary movies suck.

You know in horror films when there's that stupid character that tries to save themselves instead of waiting for help? and you're sitting there watching, screaming at the television set because you know for a fact that there's going to be something bad coming, but you can't just get in the way and tell that character which way to go because.. it's a movie?
YEAH, RIGHT?! I believe I was a character in that kind film. I tried, obviously didn't get through, so I decided to just "step aside" and let the character make their own decision. Now I sit as the audience, watching this horrible film take action, knowing what the consequences will be; but I can't do anything about it.
It sucks to just sit there and watch while you see problems arise as you notice every decision the character shouldn't have made so they wouldn't be tangled up in the icky situation that's ahead of them.

I hope you understand clearly what you're getting yourself into. I need to realize that its not my decision, and I really should just get out of your way. I shouldn't lead you in any direction because you take the steps.

" Your sister would like me to remind you that she needs grace. Just like you need forgiveness, so does she. There comes a time in every relationship when its damaging to seek justice, when settling the score only stirs the fire. there comes a time when the best thing you can do is accept your brother and offer him the same grace you've been given. "

When I read this it made me think of you. Maybe it was just the first sentence that stuck out to me and directed it to you. I just need to let it go and let you take your own road. I'm praying that whatever choices you make, it will lead you to somewhere in God's plan so that He may work his way with you.